losing pieces of myself to you .#

2009-07-04T18:25:00.000-07:00

helloooooo.
it's the mid-years now!
so close to A levels and i think i screwed the whole thing up again.
yup. so now lets just await the horrendous results.
don't wanna think about it alrdy manz.

past week has been so stressful.
with the record amt of studying i did, its no wonder my head hurts everyday.
and plus all the insomnia and all that, its a miracle i could even go through my exams.

only thing i enjoyed during my june hols was my trip to bangkok.
intense shopping from day to night!
everything's so cheap there, i wished i had bought more =/
ah well, there will be another trip there soon defnitely!

can't wait for exams to end. two more papers to go!
then i will abandon my books for the rest of the week to enjoy.
picnic with the girls, shopping and sentosa with og.

off to play fb now!

2009-01-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

Tagged by jinyuan to do this quiz. Waste of time okay!

Starting Time : 22:18

Shoe Size: 5/6

Height: 158cm

Where do you live: Ang Mo Kio Street 11 -.- don't any of you come stalk me.

Favorite Drinks: Coke, Ice Lemon Tea, Peach Tea, Pepsi, Fruit juices, Milk tea/choc milk tea, Passionfruit green tea.. ugh this list can go on and on.

Have you ever...

1. Been on a plane: Sure.

2. Fallen asleep at school: Like, 90% of the time?

3. Broken someone's heart: How would I know? As if the person would tell me seriously that I broke his/her heart. Of cos, I think I've def broken my dearest puixiao's heart many many times (:

4. Fell off your chair: Uh no, I dont think so. According to my v limited memory.

5. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Nah, I wont do that. I don't wait for ppl :x

6. Saved e-mails: A few.

7. What is your room like: Like a tornado went through it. But I just packed my closet recently (:

8. The last thing you ate: Strawberries!

9. Ever had chicken pox? Think I did when I was younger. Dont rmb.

10. Sore throat: Very often.

11. Broken nose: No, gawd I cant imagine that. My nose is wayyyy too sensitive. Nobody's allowed to touch it. (:

12. Do you believe in love at first sight: Not really. I dont fall in love that easily.

13. Do you like picnics: YES! But nobody's that romantic to bring me on one before ):

14. you danced with: gawd how would I know. I dont dance often. My cousin?

15. Last person who made you smile: Ahhh, almost everyone makes me smile at some point of time (:

16. You last yelled at: My brother, to ask him to eat dinner and spit out his chewing gum (:

Today did you...

17. Talk to someone you like: Sure.

18. Kiss anyone: Uh no.

19. Fall sick: Nope.

20. Talk to an ex: Nope.

21. Miss someone: Nope.

22. Eat: Duh.

23. Best feeling in the world: Happiness/joy/humour.

24. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah, dodobird! And lotsa other bears and stuff at the foot of my bed. They like smelling my feet.

25. What's under your bed: An extra mattress.

26. Who do you really hate: I dont think I can hate anyone permanently. Usually only temporarily when a person pisses me off real bad.

27. What time is it now? 22:31.

Random -

28. Is there a person who is on your mind now? Uh not exactly. You consider maths a person then okay (:

29. Do you have any siblings? 1 sister, 1 brother.

30. Do you want children? Guess so, but I'm afraid of the giving birth process currently.

31. Do you smile often? Yeah. But people still say I look dao once i dont smile.

32. Do you like your handwriting? Of course! :D

33. Are your toenails painted? Yup, bright bright red.

34. Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in? None. Anyone's if I'm feeling tired. I've slept in friend's beds before.

35. What color shirt are you wearing now? YELLOWWWWWWWWWWWW! (:

36. What were you doing at 7pm yesterday? I dont really rmb. Lemme think, OH! Tennis training (: Smashing cake into yapkaijia's face.

37. You can't wait till: My pay comes. A level to quickly get over with. Become a genius finally. Strike lottery so I never have to worry abt having no money. That would be the day.

38. Are you a friendly person? Yeah of course! I'm friendly and I dont bite (:

39. Do you have any pets? Used to. Too lazy to have one now.

40. Where is the person you have feelings for right now? Uhm, I dont have any special feelings for anyone if you're asking that type of feelings.

41. Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you? Yeah duh. You think I would just let anyone hold my hand? LOL.

42. Do you sleep with the TV on? Nah. I rarely watch tv.

43. Have you ever crawled through a window? If I ever tried that I wouldn't be alive to tell you I did that.

44. Are you too forgiving? Yeah, sometimes. But it's good not to be petty.

45. Are you closer to your mother or your father? Mummy. Daddy's more strict and curt.

46. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Uh, friends and ex if I'm not wrong.

47. How many people can you say you really love? A few friends, my whole family of course and myself yay!

48. Do you eat healthy? Most of the time if I'm at home. I dont really care when I'm eating outside.

49. Do you still have pictures of you and your ex? Nope.

50. Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? Nope. Unless its something my parents said to me. If not it wouldn't be that effective on my feelings (:

51. If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to? Any friends whom I'm talking currently on hand. If I wasn't talking to someone, I would just keep it to myself and get over it pretty soon.

52. Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Loud. But I cant be quiet as well. Depends on my mood and the people I'm with.

53. Are you confident? Sometimes.

54. 5 things you were doing 10 years ago:

1. Going to primary school.

2. Was sporting cute lil mushroom hair.

3. Loved wearing pretty frilly pink dresses.

4. Always hanging out at my grandma house with my cousins.

5. Just being innocently cute (:

55. 5 things on my to-do list today:

1. Do finish more maths questions ugh why is my mind working so slow. so pissed at myself.

2. Read a book if I have time?

3. Sleep?

4. There's nth much more I can do since its alrdy at night.

5. Ah, I know! Have a good dream! Eh but if I dream I feel tired when I wake up so maybe not.

56. 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

1. Save up half first.

2. Give away about few tens of thousands, either to charity or buying gifts for friends.

3. Buy a damn big house which I can decorate the way I like. Hot damn!

4. Buy all the clothes I've been eyeing on and buy a few more wardrobes to store more muahaha.

5. Basically do what I want. After all, money makes the world go round doesnt it (:

57. 5 of my bad habits:

1. Easilt distracted when I'm doing work tskkkkkkk.

2. Shop uncontrollably. Whether outside or online. It's the sameeee, I'm faced with temptation every single dayyyyy.

3. Extremely lazy and likes to do what I like suiting my moods.

4. Talks and talks and talks alot. But it's mostly a good habit (:

5. Often unknowingly drifts off into my own world when I'm chatting on msn or sth, ending up ignoring friends sorryyyyy!

58. 5 places you've lived in:

1. Yishun

2. Toa Payoh

3. Ang Mo Kio Ave 4, my grandma house.

4. Current residence

5. New Zealand (in my dreams)

59. 5 jobs I've had:

1. My mother's child. (it's a chore you know, having to be so cute everytime)

2. Student. (It's tiring)

3. Part-time housekeeper. (helping my mummy do chores lah duh. forced to.)
4. Part-time sales promoter. (that's this year, when I finally decided to try working.)

5. All-time Slacker HAHAHA.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz: Jinyuan again HAHAHA joking. Okay, LAONIANG. PUIXIAO. ESTELLI, eh but you no blog. AMANDA, dont know how many eons nv update blog one hmm. SHARON. KAIJIA. WONG JOEY HAHAHA. WEILIANG. okay i add 2 more just in case that two nv do for me to see. CHARMAINE AND BRENNY.

DONE! (:

and i just wasted precious time doing this rather than my maths bwahaha. -.-

2009-01-09T18:44:00.000-08:00

why, i'm so bored.
hence the new skin.
arghhhhh i can't stand my life these days, homework and more homework.
can my life be any more boring?

slept the whole day away, didnt wanna face reality.
the reality of school reopening, and the handing in of my homework.
my barely touched homework.
god. and my tummy hurts like hell.
ah what the heck.

i love m&m's peanuts. (:

2008-12-22T19:01:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO. its gonna be christmas soon man.
anyone wanna date me out on christmas and xmas eve? (:

ohwell, i dont see the point in blogging regularly now.
no idea why. maybe online shopping fascinates me more :D
hee. okay highlights of this holiday are:
- going on the flyer with bgf!
- tennis gathering?
- shopping and loads of shopping.
- catching up with my darlingggs! (the renowned bimbards of course :D)
- not touching my hw AT ALL.
- just came down with stomach flu, pretty nasty thing. i miss out on loads of good food! ): ): ):
- camwhoring with twin's polaroid camera
- my closet is bursting with new clothes xD

YAY. that's pretty much it.
and i hvn done any drastic changes to my hair (timid lil me)
just rebonded it as usual and i'm planning to colour it, but not yet though.
when its done, i guess pics will be up.
but im pretty darn lazy to post pics up as well eh. hmm.

since yapyap is asking for updates, i shall dedicate part of it to her.
hello stupid red dog, i loveeeee camwhoring with your polaroid.
get more films so we can waste more tgt! :D
P.S. i want new leggings! the checkered ones at hollyhoque are nice (:

okay that's it byebye i feel like sleeping the day away again.

nah, i'm feeling nice. so i bothered to put up pics. enjoy!

alas, i somehow realised that twin loves to take pics with the unknowingly innocent me.

LOL! at red dog.

2008-12-08T23:28:00.000-08:00

HEH. It's been a full month since I've blogged. Ah-may-zingggg.
Well, since I've officially stopped working, and today's my first free day,
I have totally nothing to do, and so decided to update my blog.
Though there's seriously nth to update about.

Working life is seriously a bore, chore and totally meaningless life.
I now know what my parents often mean by enjoy your studying life while you can.
Well, my job as a sales promoter basically means i just stand by the shelves selling my products,
and watch people go and birds fly overhead and things like that.
Only when a customer approaches for help or asks question then does my brain start working.
I've realised working depletes brain cells and make your thinking and actions slower :D
Or maybe it's just the effect on me (:

So, it's the end of the working life for me thus far, and now back to studying.
As usual, the dread and slack comes in.
I've opened my file of notes, see the words on the first page jumble up in my brain,
close the file, go to sleep or use the com. HAHA.
Not very effective studying you see.

And I'm online shopping like madnessssssss omg.
I check like 20 over blogshops a day lah wahlaooooo.
And I'm spending like madness. Urgh. Someone stop me pleaseeeeeeee.
That phrase seems familiar somehow.. HAHA.

Anyway blah di blah, I dont think I'll upload any pics cos I haven't been meeting any frens for ages!
Except for tennis frens cos we still have weekly practices, I miss the bimbards!
Rawr, we must meet up this week, I DO NOT CARE, I INSIST.
And lastly, I hope my pay comes in real soon! :D
See ya people.

2008-11-07T18:47:00.000-08:00

it's just so hard to say goodbye.

Even though I got promoted, conditionally i bet you, today was just so damn sad.
All around me there were tears, whether it was of sorrow or joy.
Still, I can't get over how my friends are gonna retain; they just wont be with me next year.
It's like losing a piece of myself, knowing we wont be able to spend that much time tgt,
joking/laughing/gossiping/talking/making a fool out of ourselves/being bimbotic.
I'm just gonna miss them so so so much. Separation isn't easy at all.
Academic-wise, I'm not even sure whether I'm up to it at all, whether I still have the time to really brush up on j1 stuff AND handle j2 stuff.
I'm not really sure of anything at all now. And I'm just so tired and drained from today.
All I know is, I wanna spend as much time as I can now with them, and for now, I wanna sleep and forget everything for just a moment, and maybe, pretend that we wont be separated at all.

2008-11-03T21:23:00.000-08:00

Lazy to talk, so I'll just upload pictures (:
Went for dinner at The Chevrons on saturday to celebrate uncle's birthday.
Sister's fren did some makeup for us, which made me look really different.

My diet plan is so not working out well ):

This weekend kept going out for meals, and it's really alot.

I'm still 45kg howwwww D:

And I feel so guilty eating sharks' fin soup after seeing Sarah's group project.

Tennis training was cancelled! It just wouldn't stop raining.

My fren told me it was bcos of the monsoon season now, then training howwww.

Anyway stupid yapkaijia is poor now heehee! Its fun to make fun of her poor status :D

Yay I got a Romance doll keychain called Ren. Was a present!

But it's damn heavy when i hang it on my hp, keeps making it drop.

And I feel so bad cos I alrdy lost twin's T keychainnnn!

I'm afraid I'll lose this too ):

Ah, such random ranting. I'll continue stoning in front of the com now.

2008-10-31T20:34:00.000-07:00

Here is my helium video and pictures that I owe you:

Yay. Finally, finish uploading my pics and all that D:
Took so damn long. Heh.

Anyway, those who were worried abt my previous post. Do not.

I'm fine already! It was just some random ranting lah blah.

Haha.

Anyway its the end of skl! Officially lah, to put it in nice terms.

But there's still extra lessons and tennis trainings to go to, so I'm not exactly free yet D:

Tennis training is getting more tiring D:

But still, I love it! And we won the match against NJC YAYYYYY!

Twin and I had a tough one and we lasted all the way till tiebreak and won it :D

Next up is a rematch with MI on saturday -.-

Hope to settle PW soon, it's getting very irritating having to go back for op rehearsals to do the same stuff.

Mental note to self: MEMORIZE YOUR SCRIPT YOU DUMBASS. ARGH.

Bought a hoodie and top online. I got it already and its niceeeee.

Everyone keeps saying i shop online too much, like addicted lidat D:

Argh. I must stop this nasty habit, its making me broke ):

Pictures from tennis match on wed! (:

With yap kaijia around, we never fail to camwhore with all sorts of stupid faces (:

Heh.

Today the tennis girls went running at bishan park!

Camwhored with yinghua's polaroiddddd. Yay, me and twin got out individual shots :D

Happy~

Played with sharon's lime green volleyball as well.

Funnn, should go beach training with the tennis girls soon :D

Me is hungry, shall go eat dinner byebye.

2008-10-28T23:08:00.000-07:00

These few days have been a roller-coaster ride in terms of my emotions.

Firstly the HELIUM HIGH on sunday.
Celebrated my dear buddy's bday!
Ate at Aston's as usual, while teng and estelli went to prepare the pressie.
Turned out it was helium filled balloons!
All ten colourful ones with each of our wishes on it!
My balloon was a pretty yellowwwwww.
Camwhored with the bunch of balloons of course, but havent gotten the full set of pics from zhiwen.
Will upload it once I receive it, tgt along with the videos we took while swallowing in helium. :D
It was darnnnn fun! Voices changed dramatically to squeaky cartoon type, those with naturally higher pitch voices were worse, like Puixiao, Buddy and Elysia.
Bales of laughter that night.

These dew days have been meeting up with friends from so long ago.
A lil bit of nostalgia, a lil bit of reminiscence, a lil bit of fatigue.
I never really enjoyed my secondary skl life, due to my weird attitude then and my extremely close circle of frens.
And even now we have more or less drifted apart.
I always thought friendships then were so fake and awkward, with one not liking the other and all that crap.
Now that I've come to JC, I've learnt to relax and open up more with my current clique.
Yeah people all think I'm busy the whole day, but with what and who?
Just casual acquaintances passing through my life like a wind that blows and goes?
Then who would actually stay by my side through obstacles and be there for me no matter what happens?
No I'm not longing for a boyfriend to do that, I've long ago gave up on that thought.
But maybe just friends who I can really trust and depend on?
But there never seem to be friends like that; everyone's attention is too short-lived and dispersed among so many groups of their other friends.
Even though I find that fault in me as well, as many have said I don't reply their smses nor their calls nor take the initiative to contact them.
But what can I say, I'm just not an initiative type of person.

Eh omg this is turning out tp be a damn philosophical and emotional post about myself -.-
Shall sleep this mood off bye.

Seriously disappointed and frustrated with you.
You could never understand what I thought and felt, neither would you tell me yours.
So what's the point?
I'm determined to just forget about you.
If i ever contact you in future, may my hands just rot and I'll get run down by a lorry and die.
Wtf.

2008-10-25T23:25:00.000-07:00

It's not nice to be sick.

Hellooooo blog. Long time no see.
Haha. Ohwell, fell sick this week, kept sleeping early D:
Everyone was shocked when I said im going to slp at 10pm.
It's bcos of my meds, cos it makes me drowsyyyyy.
But more sleep is a luxury, so I'm happy :D

It's the same usual stuff in school again. OP and more OP.
My speech is getting monotonous.. and can someone teach me how to smile when I'm talking?
Cos I seriously dont know how to do that, and it was a comment made by someone.
That I should smile more, but how?! I know I have a dao face, but I can't possibly smile 24/7.
Hmm.

Life now is getting meaningless cos we're like still waiting for the final results to come out.
Retain or promote? I really have no clue.
Argh, dont wanna think about it anymore. Leave everything up to fate.

And finally, me is in need of moneyyyyy. I need to find work pronto.
Anyone have any job lobangs please think of meeeee! :D
Not getting a response from Cotton On ):

This is boring. I want new music intros pleaseeeee! (:
Off to do my I&R. Byeeeee.

happy birthday buddy!

enjoy your last 30 mins left (:

2008-10-22T22:09:00.000-07:00

It's irritating to have to go skl so early everyday,
but there's nothing to do but PW.
Though I'm likely to pon if there were lessons anyway D:
Still, it's making me go bonkers doing PW, OP, PW, OP and more PW every single day.
Arghhhh, someone save me from the evil clutches of project work.

Having tennis training about three days a week now.
It's getting more tough, but still fun to play with everyone again (:

I wanna go eat Aston's again! D:
It's super duper good and cheap that I dream of it everyday now lols.

Just submitted an application form to work in Cotton On.
If it wasn't for twin, I might have been too lazy to even send in the form or sth lol.
I need da moneyyyyyyy.

Retain list is outtttt already!
Pray hard that I'm getting pushed up to be promoted D:
I dont wanna retain omgomgomg.

This week is a scandalous week!
Apparently there's a guy who was caught for sexual harrassment in our skl.
So throw our school's face and our face can.
And he totally doesn't look like the type!
Geeky, guai guai type, heard from my friend that he's very hardworking and studious.
Omg, imagine everyone's shock. Wolf in sheep's clothing, or as teng said 'sheep in wolf's clothing' lol.

Ohyes, phrase of the day by teng.
'Eh I've always loved chinese dance, like their ideas of changing hats and all that..'
I didnt know hat-swapping originated from chinese dance eh.
Enjoy your rest of the week!

2008-10-18T18:13:00.000-07:00

Boring ah boring.
So bored ah so bored.
Can't believe I stayed at home today when it's such nice fine day to go out.
Blame it on the pig in me.
Why oh why did I sleep till so late.
Whyyyy did I tell my mum I dont wanna go orchard just bcos I was slping at that time and didn't wanna be disturbed.
Wahlao, damn regret can.
Now I'm stuck at home with nothinggggg to do. Okay not really nothing.
I'm trying to put off doing up my slides for my OP presentation.
I wanna go orchard shoppppp lah omgwth.
Arghhhhh. -whines/kicks on the floor etc etc-

Friday:
Celebrated sarah's/chuxuan's/buddy's bdays as they're all october babies!
Chiong-ed to Aston's at dhoby ghaut where zhiwen, estelli and buddy had already chop seats for us.
Thank goodness for them sia, cos there was quite a queue and we even got ahead of some group of NY guys.
They had to watch us eat even :D Even though it's quite evil of us, but.. too bad! We're smarter!
Heh. The food there was super yummyyyy can!
All the diff dishes of fish or chicken was deeeeelish. We tried to order diff stuff so we could share share.
As usual, teng ate liyun's leftovers (i think) and chuxuan also. Not really sure as we're sitting at two ends of the table.
Andand, the bonus was that the food there is like superrrrr cheap can.
Just average 8 bucks for a main course with two side dishes, no service charge and GST included in the prices on the menu already.
How cheap is that omgggggg?! I'm so going back there for future meals next time :D

Then outside of The Cathay there was this huge to-do board where they stuck post it notes for people to write on.
And being the bimbos we are, of course we went to write!
Went back to PS for cotton on shopping! I think we stayed there for like 2 hours -.-
They all bought tank tops, and i think almost everyone bought a pair of slippers.
As I've already bought everything during their sale, I stood there reading a magazine. Haha!

Chuxuan then wanted to come my house bake muffins, so most of them tagged along for the food. (its Huiteng actually)
Puixiao and Estelli wanted to come my house sleep. (how weird is that?)
But they all ended up playing manicure with the supply of nail varnishes that I have.
Mostly were my sis's cos she's studying beauty grooming and all that mah.
They spent like 2 hours again experimenting with colours and eating cx's muffins! We're like so bimbotic omg.
The muffins were nice! Just that the muffins didn't have shape and they just look flattened. Haha.
I wanna bake tooooooo. Haven't baked in a long time. Maybe after OP I'm gonna try.

For more pictures of us eating at Aston's (if you're even interested) you can go to huiteng's blog.

On some random day:

We the bimbards bought grapes and ate while walking around AMK hub like some aunties lidat.

LOL. The grapes were washed in the toilet, and there was some disgusting comment made that I shan't say. HAHA.

Omg someone save me from getting addicted to online shopping D:

2008-10-15T21:03:00.000-07:00

Today was the worst day ever.
Ugh, gotten back my papers.
I'm still short of one H2 pass then can promote can like wth.
I can start preparing myself to retain liao.
Wtf wtf wtf I dont want us to be separated!
I really really want all of us to promote tgt lah.
Sigh, it looks like all of us got the possiblity of retaining.
I dont know what to do, to think and to say now.
Seeing all of us cry tgt in the hall just makes my heart ache.

Had tennis training in the afternoon, slightly cheered up alrdy.
Then we all went to chomp chomp for dinner.
Gawd, kept laughing and laughing nonstop.
Sharon and Yinghua were darnnnnn funny.
We also discussed the making of tennis pullover hoodie!
Can't wait to settle it, I've been wanting a hoodie for ages.
Ate loads, felt pretty guilty, so decided against eating dessert!
My mango ice cream..
I've decided to go on a diet tmr. To make up for today ):
My goal from now on is to lose 3 kg! D:

After all the ups and downs today, I feel quite drained and exhausted now.
Think I shall try completing my WR before sleeping early tonight. =/

2008-10-14T19:48:00.000-07:00

Eeeeeks. My dress is here.
And it's super like, transparent lidat.
Not what I expected.
And my sister says I look fat in it!
Omgggggg, time for a diet plan ):

2008-10-14T17:32:00.000-07:00

Argh. I'm crazy over online shopping again.
Me want new backpack, new bags for going out purposes,
new shoes, new wallet, new clothes and everything.
Wow, if only I had the money for all these -.-
At these times, I wish I could have been a rich kid,
even with all the problems that comes hand in hand with having loads of money.
):

Sunday:
Had steamboat at deanna's house with most of the tennis girls team.
Overall had fun being the prawn peeler (yeah, right) for mainly twinny and py.
Then we played bridge, where me and py were the ultimate partners and owned captain and twinny. Muahaha!
Chin Fern was the first to break pattern and started singing K with deanna.
Not bad eh, sing very loud some more.
Soon we all also started to take turns singing.
There was even a request from one of deanna's cousins to sing a duet with Macadia!
Hahaha, she ah, attract boys everywhere :D

Monday:
Tennis training. Tiring but fun, had cramps though.
Twin showed me the webbies for online sprees such as bags and shoes.
The bags are niceeeee, and quite cheap lah, though teng just told me tdy she got cheaper ones.
Still waiting for my dress to arrive ):

Today:
Mixed feelings.
Tiredness leftover from ytd.
Went for dental appt, dentist says she can't guarantee but she'll try to take my braces off by CNY.
Chinese New Year leh, that's like next year hello.
I've been wearing braces for so gawddamnlong (three years you know!) and everyone's taking theirs off earlier than me.
Rahhh. Don't think I'll look nice w/o braces as most people do anyway.

Tmr's doomsday.
Sighhhhhhh.

I ♥ all of you bimbards and our clique and 0824
and I dont wanna be separated from y'all! D: D: D:

Shall go eat chocolate to lift my mood. All the fats, sigh.

2008-10-10T20:54:00.000-07:00

WE ARE THE GREENIES TODAY! :D
0824 finally wore our bright green class tee, and we were darn striking/obvious I must admit.
Can easily spot us in the crowd haha.

Went out with the bimbards + Sarah today
Bugis street was darn hot and crowded,
but in the end we managed to get a pair of shorts each for $8!
Amazingly bargain and cheap or what sia.
We felt so proud of ourselves. LOL.
That's the bimbards for you.
Got tired, sat at Rockery drinking bubble tea and gossiping/chatting.
And when px and me were buying bubble tea, we got pointed at when we made eye contact with some guys walking past.
Somehow, it was very weird as they weren't pointing middle finger,
it was just the forefinger and they put it in front of their faces as we kept staring at each other.
They looked so retarded; is it a new trend for bengs or sth? D:
Anyway, after gawdknowshowmanyhours the staff politely chased us off by asking whether we have finished our drinks -.-
Since we occupied their space for such a long time, we agreeably got up and left.
Went some corridor place to take photos!
And the place was like emo lane or sth, people squatting there looking so suicidal.
Hahaha. Peeeeeeektures!

retarded face as usual :D

sarah looks as though she's desperately trying to get into the pic :D

that was estelli's hand trying to get under teng's skirt LOL!

Right, these are ytd's pictures when we went far east.
Ate at some random noodle shop.

Okay, my job's done here. Buhbyeeeee.

2008-10-09T20:28:00.000-07:00

Why do people keep pestering me to update!
How can i do that when there's nothing to update!
And who says my blog is dead loh.
-blog breathes- See it's still alive. Heh.

Well, teng keeps nagging at me to post pictures.
So here it is:

Clique's day out to Sentosa.

Random pics.

(Studying for promos at Estelli's house)

(Sis and me)

(Joey and me)

Okay that's it I'm not gonna update anymore photos.
Waste of time leh.

Update update.
Today we had a bunch of shitload talks scheduled for us in school.
After 4 hours we couldn't take it anymore, one whole bunch of us ponned.
Then when we were eating at mos, liyun called saying tcher wanted us to go back.
Damn stupid one can, ponning attempt failed.
The whole bunch of us miserably trooped back, and she wasn't there.
At the end of the whole thing, she didn't even return to check if we came back or what.
Dumbdumbdumb.

Yeah, so the bimbards decided to go out and not go home.
On our way to the bus stop, at a certain point of time,
Zhiwen suddenly shrieked cos she saw her bus had just left.
Funny thing is, Buddy shrieked along with her, then Estelli,
and finally the very famous puixiao screamed/jumped/ran a distance away from us.
HAHAHA. All one by one dont know scream for what, then px the funniest of them all.
Laughed until damn long, abs coming out liao. LOL.

Went to far east, didn't really see lotsa stuff, went to eat instead.
I seriously think our clique can survive without anything BUT FOOD. Seriously.
Arghhhhh I'm getting damn fat so don't remind me.

So here's your update people, and teng don't forget abt our setting up our aspiring blogshop.
It's our way of getting quick money :D

2008-10-08T01:31:00.000-07:00

it's just too late.

2008-10-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

woowoo~
NEW SKIN! comments appreciated ya? :D

Anyway, have been darn lazy to update.
Cos my promos are not completely over yet duhhhhh.
But since so many peeps have been nagging at me to update...
here it is! With an added bonus of a new skin man.
-applause applause-
Plus plus, updated my playlist!
Those old songs were so.. long ago, my gawwwwwd.
Haha.
Update plenty of pics another day, cos i need to go study now -.-
Spent way too much time on this rotting blog.

2008-09-07T17:25:00.000-07:00

on hiatus till the end of promos. (:

This will be the last post.

Anyway, to sum up my week of holiday:

- went out alot

- did loads of shopping (at the wrong time)

- studied abit (too distracted)

- slept moderately

- starting to become slack in replying smses

- cant wake up earlier than ten in the morning (i'm screwed once skl starts)

Saturday:

Celebrated cherie's bday with doughnuts, jap food, and nba competition lol.

I got a bowl of tempura udon for free okay!

Maybe the guy at the stall was too distracted by my looks HAHA.

Sze paid for the rest so technically my lunch was free. (thanks ah! :D)

Around 6 I left to join xuan and the rest of the clique to celebrate estelli's bday (:

Shocking thing was, this time I was the second earliest to reach.

Shows the extent of late-ness the girls in our clique can achieve. Haha.

Made a bear for estelli, complete with a set of ORANGE cheerleader outfit.

Process was cute and childish.

Supposed to eat at Aston's, but the place was seriously packed. (38 peeps queueing in front of us)

So we just walked down to Raffles City and settled for Cafe Cartel.

Camwhored loads there, the food was average only, then went over to Esplanade for even more photo-taking.

Got home only at midnight D:

Pictures speak a thousand words:

having fun with the polaroid camera. (huiteng's)

polaroids are cool yo!

with cottonball :D! (the bear)

our happy clique (: (missing cx, elysia, liyun)

hilarious poses.

emo cherlyn signing off ):

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTELLI! (:
may you stay happy and cheerful and naive forever! :D

2008-09-03T23:16:00.000-07:00

I'm so obsessed with shopping nowadays.
Feel so guilty, when I'm supposed to be studying -.-
Just bought two tops on an online spree with Huiteng, Estelli and xuan.

Anyway, my point of blogging is that I wanna sell this pair of dumb shorts:

It is too small for me -.-
Okay, I feel pretty dumb.

2008-09-01T20:51:00.000-07:00

I so don't like eyecandy anymore D:
He's a flirt!
And I'm devastated he's not teaching our class anymoreeee ):

I'm so totally in love and obsessed with my new lappyyyyyy :D
So small and cute can!
Let me show you:

my mini mini lappy!

its smaller than a book! / and look at how small it is compared to my monitor.

loveeeeee my lappy loads. :D

bites lappy. / overall i'm so happy with lappy (:

Heh. I realise I sound damn bimbotic and brainless.
Doesn't matter. Got lappy can already :D

2008-08-30T23:12:00.000-07:00

WARNING: This is gonna be a damn long post.

FRIDAY:

Met joey in the afternoon after teachers' day celebration.
Gawdddd miss her spastic-ness loads!
She accompanied me to my dental appt, then we headed down to bugis with Sze as well.
Shopped, crapped, talked, ate, blahblah. Was darn fun and relaxing.
We went crazy at the t-shirt shop at bugis street, found some t-shirt with the words 'hate' on it, but when you see it in the mirror it become 'love'. Cool yo!
I bought like two of that t-shirt, just different colour, jo got black, then Sze paid. HAHA.
Toby met up with us later, drove home those who live in Woodlands, then I pei him eat ice-cream lol.

Here's the peektures! You guys, meet up soon again yah?

Sze showing off his iPhone D:

SATURDAY:

Twinnnn outing! Haha.
Yapyap accompanied me to cut my hair in the morning, then we headed to orchard.
Ate yummy shrimp cutlet burger at mos! amk hub no more already ):
Went to this sports shop in taka, its damn niceeeeee can.
Saw this pair of iPanema slippers that we so covet for, and i saw all our racquets! At a much higher price -.-
And we wanted this lime green tennis backpack that's quite cool, as twin bags :D
Can stuff our racquets in one so cool yo. But then tennis prac stopped so abit no point getting it now.
Walked around, talked, shopped.

Went to far east! Saw this F1 formula race car on display somewhere along the way there. Darn cool.
Twin decided to go in the hyatt hotel or sth cos she liked their toilets -.-
After camwhoring and such in there, it started raining heavily.
So we were stuck at the hotel with more camwhoring! Yayness for yapyap.
Anyway, I dont like far east. They have like so many nice stuff that I want but I'm totally broke already.
Rawr D: So unfair. As yapyap said, i want a rich boyf!
Or any rich somebody who's willing to pay for me also can (:
Hahaha. Decided to save money and eat lesser these days, then after promos we're gonna buy everything nice that we see.
Can diet as well. Gawd I'm growing fat these days.
As usual, evidence of our cam-whoring session:

She wants to be taller so I let her :D/Honeydew! We're eating healthy okay (:

yapyap's editing everything so pinkish -.-

twins! :D

love the mirror there!

at the hotel.

yapyap looks spastic here.

she vandalised her own mouth. btw the shades are so cool yo.

Finally done. Took like one hour to do this omgwtfzxzxz.

2008-08-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

-grins!-

the girls!

liyun presenting mr kevin low with our gift for him!

mr low is also quite cute :D

mrs boo, our class tutor!

Hee. I'm satisfied, having the picture :D

2008-08-29T13:19:00.000-07:00

I'm so totally overjoyed today.
Simply over the moon!
'Cos i took a picture with eyecandyyyy! :D
-jumps and squeals-
Eeeeeks that sounds like a pig -.-
Heh. Anyway, it was a group photo lah.
But yours truly was standing next to him okay.
Then everyone was laughing at me cos my head was like, angled way close to him.
Aiyah can't help it, it's just the physical attraction. Hahaha!
Anyway I haven't gotten the picture from Zhiwen so I cant show you all the pic.
Plus she promised to crop the picture such that there's me and him only.
Yayyyyyy.
Heh. But he's not photogenic. So he looks damn awkward in the photo.
Doesn't matter. -shrugs-
He just looks soooo cute in reality, so that outweighs everything else.
Lol. I think I'm going mad -.-
Going out already byebye!

2008-08-26T16:58:00.000-07:00

27 days to promos! D:

Sigh. my life is about mugging, mugging and more mugging.
This week filled with tests, next week filled with study dates even though its sch hols.
Gawd i feel pathetic -.-
They're even gonna stop cca so byebye my beloved tennis! ):

Now I just hope this week is over so i finally have things to look forward to:
Twin date on saturday (: she's going to cut hair with me 0.0
Next week's 'sleepover study date' with estelli, teng and xuan.
Think we're like gonna chat our way through the night at estelli's house,
and maybe fall asleep on one another. I share sleeping bag with you ah, teng!
And last but not least, get a breather from the suffocating jc life.
Think I shall also meet up with friends to study outside (:
It's more effective than me staying at home and trying to study,
while ignoring the bed, tv, com..etc. Hah.

Gonna go nap now so I can study chem later. G'night.

2008-08-21T18:46:00.000-07:00

Late post about Sunday's study date at estelli's house.
Took a one hour bus to bedok again, my butt was complaining D:
Studied quite abit, felt proud of myself (:
Around evening, we tried to call Pizza Hut & KFC for home delivery,
but their phones were overflooded with delivery calls.
Couldn't get thru Pizza Hut, KFC said overflow of orders and shortage of manpower -.-

Funny joke of that day was when xuan asked whether there was a feast for 4 people,
and the man replied no, there is no feast for 4 chicken -.-
Rofl mans, we became chickens. Cluck cluck.
Chiong-ed to estelli's house downstairs the coffeeshop to da-bao dinner instead,
then we were super engrossed in the table tennis match.
But when Singapore started losing, we started cam-whoring (:

L-O-V-E!

Trying out the fringe-less look.

Frown and smile at the same time! D:

Okay byebye.

2008-08-19T23:37:00.000-07:00

I'm determined to overcome pw. I must.
No matter what obstacles we face, we must persevere.
Remember at the start, we said we will get an A for it, and so we will!
Strive hard NY120! :D

and how i wish at times like this we had telepathy,
so you can feel my emotions from miles away.
but now, all i feel is doubt,
about the promise made and i wonder,
do you still love me or not?

2008-08-19T14:06:00.000-07:00

i hate PW.

2008-08-13T20:44:00.000-07:00

Lost today's match! Mine was an impromptu one, cos Sharifah was injured.
Hmm, a bit disappointed, but I'm still okay.

Twinnnn! Cheer up and don't be sad anymore!
There will be future matches, and me and you shall work hard together, train well,
And take over the doubles world!
Dont need ta feel stressed with me around :D

2008-08-12T19:55:00.000-07:00

NY TENNIS GIRLS, I JUST LOVE YOU GUYS.

me and twin as usual!

Where there's cam-whoring, I can guarantee there's gonna be a peekture of us two. (:

I miss them! They're having their testimonial matches right now while I'm at home cos I had tuition! D:

And tmr's the friendly match versus MI. I hope we wiiiiiiiiiin!

Come down to the tennis courts and support us if you can yeah, ehberybahdee?

We're playing on home ground so we need all the support we can get :D

Alright. Gonna go say hi to maths now.

2008-08-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

Today supposed to go out have belated celebration for weilun,
but we ended up going out to study cos we all haven't finished our econs test D:
Sorraye ah lun! Another day okay :D
And I want my oreo cheesecake still! Today had no fate with oreo cheesecake ):

We went j8 to look for places to study, BUT..
the library was omfgxzzdzs crowded with teens. Why couldn't they all go shopping today?!
coffee bean chased us out with 'no studying today'. may i ask what's so special abt tdy? -.-
we finally went to mos burger, settled down, had food, and wanted to start on our work.
Just then alot of people started coming in, and those studying didn't wanna give up their tables,
so being nice and considerate me, I suggested to twin and lun that we leave to go skl study,
give them the space to eat. SO NICE RIGHT!

So we went back to skl, joined py and maccy. Did some econs with them, but was a little distracted.
Then we couldn't stand the temptation of the tennis courts anymore, so went to play D:
Oh well, and we went for dinner after that, so I only reached home now -.-

Ytd went to elysia's house to do econs! Met at AMK hub for food first.
Teng was late, surprise surprise! I thought I was the latest AGAIN.
Mos burger-ed, then we ran like mad for the shuttle bus to elysia's condo.
Gawddd, we were screaming and shouting and running like a buncha retards -.-

Elysia's condo was like some chalet please.
The environment, the structure of the houses, even the interior was like some chalet.
So being in the chalet mood, we settled down to watch Olympics.
I tell ya, Olympics is such a distraction, esp at this time for us, cos we're supposed to study!
Tried to do some work while watching, but failed.

Then Elysia's cousin came, taught us econs, went through the case study with us.
I think she's darn pro, she's already working but she can actually rmb most definitions?
Ah-mazing. No wonder she got A for econs -.-
Still, we didn't get much work done, before me and xuan gotta leave to go home for dinner.

Peek-tures!

Gotta go chiong finish econs test. Laters.

2008-08-09T16:55:00.000-07:00

This is yapyap.

Typical look of a Big Brainless Bimbo, with the typical 'victory' sign and all. (:

2008-08-09T16:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EHBERYBAHDEE! :D

Just a short short post.
Haven't done any homework.
Been wasting my time bullying kaijia.
And crapping whole day long.
Watching money no enough later.
Anyone wanna donate some money to me for my shopping trip on monday? :D
I'll be eternally grateful to you, and probably forever asking you to donate money as well (:

yapyap is a stupid BBB dog. :D

2008-08-08T22:28:00.000-07:00

TODAY I SHALL BLOG ABOUT THE EVER-PANGSEHING YAP KAIJIA.
it's a special request from her (:

The spastic girl went home today while we all were suffering in the hall from all the boring performances.
And then she came back to skl after the whole thing ended cos she wanted to watch tennis matches.
Ended up there were no matches so she came back for nothing.
Being nice little me, I decided we should all go out for lunch and not waste her trip.
And so we went to eat prata at AMK hub.
Py and Prae left soon after we walked ard central looking at tennis stuff D:
So kaijia decided to walk abit more, see spastic stuff to suit her spastic self.
Bought twin earrings and hairclip with her (no, I was coerced into it)
Nearly bought a big bling clip that would blind everyone in the lecture theatre. HAHA.

Anyway, yapyap is always pangseh-ing me.
She pangseh-ed me ytd, today and every other day.
She's gonna pangseh me on Saturday to watch some stupid fireworks.
She's gonna pangseh me on Sunday cos she going grandma house, I think.
So I am considering pangseh-ing her on Monday!
Lols. No lah, I'm not so evil like yapyap.

See here, yapyap's camwhoring skills are getting lousyyyyy.

So today, I officially pronounce yapyap as PSQ, PangSehQueen.
Twins mah, must have matching nicknames (since mine is QOAL)
But I think QOAL suits her better leh, since she got that pink stick :D
Well, she is a bimbo, and will be one forever.
Twins wansui! LOL.

I think I'm a little outta my mind today.

2008-08-03T23:10:00.000-07:00

Ytd had some dinner function with my family at Spore Polo Club.
As I was curious, I asked my sis to do the makeup for me.
Wanted to see what she learnt so far during her course at ITE.
And so, I looked like some kinda rock star with really black-y eyes.
(To complement my real chocolate-y skin -.-)
Haha. I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Me and sis.

Sis, me, mum.

My dearest cute little cousin! Me and mum.

Self-cammed. :D

Ah well. Short post as I've gotta go mugggg for my chem test tmr.
Argh, I think I know nothing about reaction kinetics.
Dieeeeeeee.
D:

2008-07-31T23:23:00.000-07:00

Argh, there's still something wrong with my com.
I cant transfer my pics! D:
Guess I have nothing to blog about now ;D

Math test today was totally screwed up.
I think even if I answered correctly for the questions that i DID do,
I would still get single digit.
Sigh.
But my math class test got 9/10!
Wonder how I did it.. both test on the same topics lah!

Sian-ed half.
I dont have the mood now to do econs.
There's a high chance I'll fall asleep while starting on the first paragraph.
I know from experience, cos I tried reading econs during my break today
and ended up falling asleep also. Zzz.

What am I gonna doooo!
Promos is only barely two months away! D:

enjoy the last 30 mins of your birthday, baka beng (:

2008-07-31T14:39:00.000-07:00

happy birthday weilun!

Haha. I'm like, blogging in school now sia.
Have absolutely nothing to do, so tagged along with xuan's pw group to com lab.
Ugh. It's sooo boring here can.
Alot of websites cannot enter, cos what belong to pornography category and whatever.
Rubbish lah -.-
Bored until I'm reduced to checking my emails.
Lala. I shall update again later tonight.
Tata for now.

2008-07-30T22:36:00.000-07:00

sighhhhh.

I dread math test tmr ):
Ughhh. Feel so screwed up. Heard its tough.
Then I sure dieeeee le.

Anyway, I'm proud to say that I seem to be turning into a mugger!
Yayy. But I'm sleeping alot as well.
Think I'm using my brain juice very fast these days.. D:
Yucks I'm crapping.
Gotta go stare at math le. Byebye.

2008-07-22T21:54:00.000-07:00

Pictures galore!

This was like waaaay ages ago when they celebrated my bday with me (:

In the bus on the way ta bugis.

Their freeze is like sooo huge. The chocolate brownie they surprised me with!

Miracles of all miracles, we managed to self-cam with EIGHT people in it! pro right!

Camwhoring during one of the free periods.

This is phototaking day, where we took pics under the hot sun.

All retarded-ness.

Our group!

On saturday, me and xuan went to marina square and suntec!
Shopped alot, walked alot, didn't get any homework done at all,
which was our first motive in going out -.-
Cam-whored while resting at some place.
Saw the fighter planes performance for the NDP rehearsal.
Was damn cool.
Managed to see fireworks at night some more! Niceeeee.
Poor xuan had to carry her bowl of ice longan to the outdoor platform of the foodcourt.

Xuan just loves me too much! :D

Ahh, I'm not the skinny one.
Next time shall show you the real skinny freak.
Have to transfer the pic from my hp, which I'm waaaay too lazy to do it now.

Today was relatively okay.
Played loads of tennis, had fun with Mr Joel Loo.
Think I improved a teeny weeny bit (:
Tmr got Chem SPA!
I think my hands will tremble from playing too much tennis today
then I'll break the thermometer.
And Mr Kevin Low will just gaspppp at me.
Heh. Py say one! xP
But its not gonna happen. I swear to myself.
Rawr. Gotta go study already. Tata.

2008-07-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

Stress and frustration do not make a good combination.

Math test tmr, and I'm not even 50% prepared.
I don't understand most of summation, and I forgot all about APGP.
I need to score well, if not I can't even dream of getting promoted to year two.

Chem SPA on wed, and there's some tennis thingy that I'll probably end up staying for tmr.
Need to wait like 4 hours in school again, how am I supposed to memorise my practical stuff?
Everything's like so screwed. Gawd.

Plus loads of stuff happening, I can't wait for thursday to come, when I can finally pause to breathe.
So many things are just making my mind explode.

Anyway, Christian Bale is like, waaaaay too hot.
I decided to make him my eyecandy! Yummylicious.
Can't wait to watch The Dark Knight.
Maybe on sat, if we do end up going out as planned.
Have to plan something special as well! :D

Need to drill summation into my useless brain which can't think anymore already.
Sorry if this post sounds abit abrupt.
Pictures after wed I think, pics that show you the definition of skinny.
Bye.

2008-07-17T22:36:00.000-07:00

Twin fell sick ): just as she wanted, but on the wrong day -.-
Then after umpiring today I felt abit off too.
Telepathyyyyyyy! :D

Ahh, nothing much these few days.
Very slackish, cos Mrs Boo isn't here for the whole week.
So we've got very long breaks.
But I'm not using them to study!
Don't know what I've been doing either.
And I know everyone's more jealous of my timetable now (:

Anyway, I know I'm very dark, like seriously chocolate colour and whatever.
I know!
Stop telling and reminding me, people.
I am trying to whiten myself already.
Or maybe I should consider plastic surgery to make me fairer? D:
Lol.
I don't wanna be a blackie too ):

Argh, I'm having difficulties uploading the photos.
Heh. Another day then. Too bad xD

Thanks BF for the box of merci chocolates! ♥

2008-07-14T20:13:00.000-07:00

NANYANG TENNIS OPEN! ;D

Yayyyy. This whole week I'm gonna be darn busy with ny tennis open (:
Today is the first round of guys doubles, and it was fun.
Most exciting match (or should I say longest) was the match between heung kin and wen jun.
Both of them are good, and they're partners are not bad as well.
Tomorrow's the girls' doubles!
I hope I don't screw up umpiring py's match D:
Jiayou jiayou py! (:

Need to go make friends with summation already.
Me and him, we don't understand each other ):
Sigh. I need to start studying, and coping with my hw.

P.S. Pics another time!

2008-07-10T22:32:00.000-07:00

; i failed econs!

HAHAHA. Somehow I expected that.
Rahhh. Means I failed two H2s already.
):
Utterly sad, but I deserved it for not studying harder.

Played tennis from like, 12.30 till 6 today.
Five hours straight leh.
Gosh, my hands were like trembling and my fingers and arm were sore like hell after that.
But still, I feel so great cos tennis is fun as usual :D
I DON'T WANNA GET MORE TAN THAN I AM NOW!
Arghhh, the sunblock seems to be of no use at all.
I think I'm getting darker every time I play tennis.
Howwwwwww?
Can I get a fair skin transplant? Hee.

I'm so happy that there's no homework to do todayyyy (:

P.S. yellowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww rocks!

2008-07-09T21:23:00.000-07:00

Haven't blogged for quite a while :D

Heh. Once school started everything's so busy again.
With mid-year results, lessons, extra lessons, tennis practice and homework.
Plus I still squeeze in time for movies, tv, and computer.
Amazing yeah? That's me (:
Haha. This week has gotten so busy suddenly.
Last week was still totally slack lah, with teachers all not coming and such.
Got so much time to cam-whore with Estelli and Xuan in class xD
Will update the photos next post, really really! ><

Over the past weekend, I slacked like shit.
Slept, used com, watched tv, ate, slept again.
Heh, for three days lehhhh.
I know you're jealous Wl! xP
Nevermind, those LTC people spent those days creating the leader auras around themselves.
LOL.

Oh yah. My results turned out not good as I expected.
Our class is like the slowest in taking back our results I think.
Other classes know nearly all their results.
We only got back like, our Maths long ago and Chem only today.
Miracle of miracles, I passed Chem! :D
Although it's not so great either, just barely scraped through, but still.
I thought i totally, thoroughly screwed up my chem and was expecting a U already.
Hmm, I agree with Mr Low that Chem is one of the easiest to score.
Must aim for an A for promos! D:

Nanyang Open's coming up!
Although I'm not participating, but the whole tennis team is still very involved.
Must help with the sign-ups and umpiring all that stuff.
There's also a tennis clinic to teach those who wanna learn how to play properly!
Haha. Thank goodness for my timetable. End quite early everyday xP
Awww, don't be jealous. :D

Have to go content my protesting, starving stomach!
Dinner! (:

2008-07-04T23:14:00.000-07:00

Received Godiva hot chocolate from Aaron today!
Thank you thank you so so much! :D

Hee.
And anyway my mid-years are like confirm gone case already.
Failed maths horribly, and I think I'm gonna get a U for Chem as well.
Sad.

No mood to update longgg longgg post.
Next time then, with my spastic photos!
(:

2008-07-02T01:04:00.000-07:00

It's as though the past has come back to haunt me.
Now, I'm like stuck in the middle of crossroads, with nowhere to escape.
Your gentleness almost made me forget how painful the breakup was.

Argh. Today was a weird weird weird day.
The day started out baddddd, I was nearly late for skl and chiong-ed there.
Was madly dripping with sweat during morning assembly.
And then it was hours of PW group discussion.
...
...
...
...
Uh huh. That was how boring it was.
Our group quickly finished up our part 1 of WR, then all went home!
Except me of course, the tennis maniac who stayed back to play tennis (:
I PLAYED FOR FOUR HOURS OKAY.
Until my arm wanted to just drop off from its socket. Just so not normal for me.
And I was stinky like shit.

After I left skl ard 5.30, I met him for the first time in agesxzxzxzxz.
Long story, cut short :D
Back at home about 9 plus, ate dinner, msn conversations blahblah.
Then there was this friend who asked me if I was interested in face and body modelling.
I was like WHAT?@#&*%! Yeah, I thought he was scamming me.
But he's taking photography, and he asked me to be his model cos he says he knows I can do it, and he prefers to work with someone he already knows.
Claims I got the looks and figure whatever. Rejected of course.
These kinda things are too good to be true, and I'm just not confident enough to do so.
Modelling should continue to be left to aneroxic tall girls who do not like good food.
Which is the total opposite of me (:

2008-06-29T11:57:00.000-07:00

Feeling a little lazy to update abt ytd =/

Yup, went town with twin and weilun to celebrate my belated bday I think.
Aaron was the pangseh kia again :D
Heh. So we watched the movie Wanted as planned.
Nice nice nice movie, though it was a bit too bloody and vulgar for my taste
But I likeeeee (: It was quite funny too, unexpectedly.
Yeah, next up to watch is Get Smart and Hancock.
There's alot of nice movies now and it's not doing any good to my poor wallet ):

Next we went to play pool! Omggggg. Haven't played in ages lah.
My skills have gotten very very rusty.
All my angle shots..no good. Argh.
I swear to play pool more oftennnnn.
And that weilun plays better than I thought! (yeah, yeah, better than me lah hor)
He was like teaching me and twin all those cool moves that cannot be done.
LOL.

Received my second pressieeeee! :D
Was from weilun, with added help from twin I think.
Hahaha. I loveeeeeeeee the box itself lah. (:
Then inside there was this bottle of perfume, the earrings I ever told him I wanted
and FIVE TENNIS BALLS. Heh, i thought that was quite funny lah.
So they wrote on the tennis balls 'happy 17th bday' and they each personalised one ball.
Now I own tennis balls! Can use it to play next time xP
THANKS THANKS SO MUCH WEILUN AND TWINNNN!

Pictures koped from twinny's blog:

We're the emo black trio (:

HAHAHA. Okay, I'm off to slack!

2008-06-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

Heh. py so clever! (:
I totally love my tennis girls team.

Today went with them to kallang to buy our racquets!
Was a long journey there.
Once we reached, immediately chiong to the tennis shop.
And there, we drooled over all the nice racquets.
I saw a super yellow one okay! It was very pretty! D:
Anyway after lots of thinking, considering, asking, all of us decided on our racquets.
And I didn't buy bumblebee ): py has it!
Instead i decided to buy KSurge, which is the same as bumblebee, only diff colour.
So it's green and white and a little yellow and black, and it's called Deedee! :D

Heh. After that we went to food court to eat cos we were all broke.
Then as usual I kena surprised again when I was eating.
They bluff me go check got what movies, then after a while they came back and sneaked up behind me and all of them started singing happy birthday.
I got a tennis dino-girl! Made by them at Build-A-Bear Workshop with their hearts and hugs (:
They gave me a birthday balloon and a pink pink doughnut as my cake! :D
So cute lah all of them. I appreciate it even though it's last minute (:
THANK YOU GIRLS! Yeah yeah. I loveeee my Dodobird already! (the dino, not me)

We went bowling to spend time while waiting for our racquets to be string-ed!
And the shop persons were damn fast, at first we thought had to wait till evening.
When we went there again to ask, they told us should be done in less than two hours (:
So me, twin and py had time to go back to skl and show off our NEW RACQUETS!
Heh. And Coach said mine was not bad xD

Camwhoring session while bowling and after we got our racquets!

Me and my pressies!

We all love dodobird!

birthday balloon.

Posing with our new racquets!

Look at twin's kuku face :D

four kukus :D

Sharon's hand-sewn heart (: And my lovely Deedee!

My dear dodobird and her house!

These are my first presents received! (:
Just looooove tennis girls to bits! :D

2008-06-26T22:25:00.000-07:00

Ohyes! I forgot to say something!

MID YEARS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRR! :D

IT'S TIME TO HAVE FUN!

2008-06-26T22:05:00.000-07:00

Whoever you are, I gotta say you've got no guts.
Dare to complain to my mum abt me, yet call with private number,
don't dare to leave name or anything.
And what is frigging wrong with you, stalker ah?
Just because you know my whereabouts so clearly whenever i go out with
my tennis friends doesn't mean I never study. You have photos to prove it?
Freaking stalker lah you.
Dare to find my mum, why not come to me face to face.
At least my mother trusts me more than you okay.
So I wish you would go to hell and never come back.

Argh. I'm feeling so damn freaked out by whoever that person is.
It's like she's a damn stalker lah! Knows my every movement like wth? -.-
And I'm so pissed off that she told stories and lies to my mum and slanders me.
If I ever know who you are you're gonna get it man.
And if she's someone's parent, fine, that person is no longer my friend.
I won't 'influence' him/her if that's what you want.
Get your facts straight before talking, and come talk TO ME instead.

Anyway, thanks CX, teng, xuan, estelli, zhiwen, elysia and sarah
for celebrating my belated birthday with me today!
And I really was shocked by the cake and ice-cream!
THANKS so so much! :D

Econs today is a goner too. ):
The case study was like, urm, totally blank?
Heh. We'll see when the results come out.

2008-06-25T22:49:00.000-07:00

Gawd. I'm so freaking pissed with imeem.
It's so freakingggggg lag. Zzz.
I wanna change my friggin' playlist! D:

Anyway, abt that tantrum post just now. Paiseh.
Apparently I made many people worried -.-
Sorraye! Was just feeling sad, emo and angry at myself.
Tsk. And it's all cos of the screwed up chem paper.
Don't even wanna talk abt how many dumb mistakes i made.
I wanna pass lahhhhh. ):

Birthday girl today doesn't feel very birthday-ish.
It just totally doesn't seem to be my birthday once i woke up this morning.
Went to macs early to studyyyyyyy.
Then, very distracted, didn't absorb much anyway.
Screwed chem paper after that of course.
Then birthday girl went home to sleep and mope.
On her birthday leh, how sad is that.
True, everybody's telling me celebrate after MYE's. I agree.
BUT, it just isn't the same cos it's not the actual dayyyyyy.
I sound like some whiny spoiled pampered princess.
Arghhh. That's just the thinking I have of birthdays lah.

Anyway, a big THANKYOU! to all those people who made my day
by simply wishing me a happy birthday (:
I know your presents will come in soon right? :D
Should I start making a wishlist now so you guys can help me cross the items off earlier?
Heh. I'm just so materialistic.
No lah, I'm easy to please, just need fun company.
Okay, think I'd better go cut my cake now. Only one hour of my birthday left.
Byeeeeee.

2008-06-25T17:30:00.000-07:00

Today is not my birthday.
It is the most fucked up day ever.
Screw chemistry, screw mugging.
Studying is useless.
Kevin Low can just kill me now.

2008-06-23T10:39:00.000-07:00

Today was a killer day ):

Start of MYE, and i have two papers.
Lit in the morning, maths in the afternoon.
Wah, wanted to kill myself and get it over with.
Lol. Yah, anyway the day got off to a bad start.
Was studying Othello on the bus on the way to skl,
when I suddenly felt queasy, wanted to vomit.
So I kept my book and when I looked up,
my whole vision was blocked, everything was black.
Damn scary lah, I was standing in the bus some more,
so I was afraid I would knock into people.
Thank goodness the bus reached the bus stop soon,
so I just blurrily made my way down the bus
immediately sat down at the bus stop and rest.
Wasn't feeling very good during lit then.
But the paper was okay lah, though I wished I could have written more.
My brain cells just weren't working ):
Then I studied with the usual tennis clique again.
They came early to pei me and help me with maths! (:
Yaaaay. Then came the maths paper.
Hmm, I thought it was quite do-able, and given more time could have gotten a B i think.
But, two hours, complete what shit loh, last two questions anyhow whack
cos no time to think -.-

Went home after the papers then.
Mum asked me to see a doc about my eyes again.
Stuuuuuupid lah, I know its cos the last week of june hols my eyes were very strained,
wear contacts from morning to early morning -.-
But still, must go get the eyedrops to get it healed.
Then the doc commented about my darkness and white spots.
He say I shld stop playing so much tennis under the sun loh.
Rahhhh. But he gave me some cream to heal it :D

And now I'm like, totally slacking like shit.
Cos tmr no paperrrrrrr! Next paper is on wed, Chemistry.
Arghhh. On such an important day some more D:
Heh. I pity Wl and Aaron, now mugging like don't know what for their physics tmr.
I don't have to even go to skl tmrrrrrr! :D
Nyehnyeh. I think I'd better go study my econs now ):

I wish i had the chance, to fall for you all over again.

2008-06-21T01:41:00.000-07:00

studystudystudystudystudy.
i need to study.
argh.

2008-06-18T23:24:00.000-07:00

I ❤ my darling bumblebee tennis racket!

HAHAHA. It's not mine yet ):
But it will be very soon! :D
I've officially decided to buy the KProTeam LIME!
Wheeeeee. It's a damn nice racket okay.
Py and Deanna is also getting it as well!
The plan is we're going all the way down to Kallang somewhere to get the rackets ourselves.
Currently set on next friday, the last day of exams!
We're gonna celebrate the end of mugging (for now) and ice-skate!
And I still think TENNIS GIRLS ARE THE BEST! xD
Just got back from school, studied after tennis training till 10PM okay!
Although we did digress and ended up playing tennis and bridge and daidi too.
HAHA. Omggggg, I should start studying seriously already.

my dearest cute twin! don't emo okay!
i know it's hard to forgive and forget him, but he's not worth all your hurt and pain.
you'll def find a better guy than him D:

2008-06-17T21:40:00.000-07:00

I just saw my tagboard! :D
Yay, thanks for all your tags!
Was just particularly emo that day ):
TWIN! Yes, i know you're cute, but I'm cuter! :D
Deanna! We shall support each other in bad times like this ><
Weilun! You can go get your pregnant dress quick quick to make me laugh (:

Tennis guys and girls rock the whole world! xD

2008-06-17T21:31:00.000-07:00

Today i went to study with Aaron and Weilun.
It was sooooooooooo fun!

Hahaha. Aaron dared me to say that okay.
So here it is! :D
And now i can't wait to see what they'll tag.
It was a very fruitful day for me and Aaron,
cos we finally STUDIED.
Aaron did 30 chem questions while i studied one scene of Othello.
However, it was a totally different case for Weilun.
He tried to study at first, but got stuck on the first question.
Then he lost mood to study and started looking around and talking.
HAHA. He was so bored that he kept asking stupid questions (:
He was supposed to leave at 5.45pm to go fetch teng from airport,
but for no reason why he suddenly decided that he wanted to study instead
so he went AMK hub already and came back shortly after.
I think he felt demoralized cos he hvn even do ONE question
whereas me and Aaron were studying so hard.
Well, he managed to do finish that one question at the end of the day,
but he did nothing else but that question :D
Super LOL can.
But there's no camwhoring cos TWINKJ wasn't there with us
and guys simply dont like taking photos ):
TWIN WENT CLUBBING WITHOUT ME.
Haha. No, its cos I didn't wanna go.
Must be in study mode already, can't play D:
I wonder if she got molested/touched in MOS =/
HAHA!
Yay okay. I'm gonna go study my APGP notes!

2008-06-16T01:22:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just feel that there is still something between us;
words left unsaid,
feelings left unexpressed,
yet neither of us is willing to take the first step
to tell the other how much i love you,
how i've missed you so.
why did we let things turn out that way?
why didn't we try to stop the gap between us
from widening further
until the point where we just kept things to ourselves.
why oh why, i just keep asking.

Yay. Emo emo. Haha.
Emo-ing is good for the mental health okay (:
And the reason why I'm emo,
is cos I study too much!
Till my brain go haywire and start thinking nonsense already :D
And Aaron you're not much help! You just keep distracting me.
Rahhhh.
Yay. Tmr my brain will turn to mush already.
Cos candy is teaching me maths, trying to lah.
Hoho. Gotta sleep alrdy, tennis prac tmr (:

and i'm counting down to the impt day! :D

2008-06-12T23:13:00.000-07:00

and sometimes i still think of you.

STUDIEDDDDD IN SKL TODAY.
But cannot really say study,
cos i didn't accomplish anything but
TWO MISERABLE TUTORIAL QUESTIONS.
I think I'm seriously dead and f-ed up alrdy.
I CAN'T SEEM TO STUDY.
Omfggggggg.
Need to do chem, maths and econs.
Maybe i shld chant it in my sleep tonight.
Help me to focus on my studying tmr!
Zzz. Someone please help me,
get back my motivation to study.
Or not my mid-years are gone case alrdy.
Today aaron joined me, twin, shireena and macadia.
He isn't any motivation!
Ended up chatting rubbish and ganging up against weilun :D
Then went out for dinner and movie.
Watched the Incredible Hulk (against my wishes)
but it was pretty exciting I guess.
On my way home, saw this old uncle who fell down.
Went to help him up, and his slippers, specs, trolley were thrown everywhere.
Poor thing. Then I realised his hand was cut, by the sharp corner of the rough floor texture I guess.
AND THE SKIN WAS TOTALLY CUT OFF AND I SAW THE FLESH INSIDE.
It was bleeding nonstop as well.
The uncle like no feeling like that one leh!
No pain or anything, he just used tissue clean the blood but it didn't stop.
So I helped him carry his trolley, helped him to the clinic across the road.
The receptionist saw and immediately waved us through.
Then I left that poor uncle with the doctor.
Only when I got home, started worrying whether he had money to pay anot.
Cos he looked like the karang guni type, in his trolley there was some old used radio.
Omggg. And I was so freaked out by his wound when I went home my hands were trembling D:
Hope I can sleep tonight.
Tmr studying spree in skl again!
I MUST PERSERVERE TO FOCUS ON MATHS.

2008-06-10T23:25:00.000-07:00

I WENT INTO LOUIS VUITTON TODAY! :D
Hohoho. So cool can.
I can imagine myself as a rich taitai.
Buying everything in the shop D:
LOL. Anyway, MUST QUEUE TO GO IN THE SHOP ONE.
Which is like, so stupid can.
Queue to spend thousands of dollars!
Then inside is very the high class,
each customer got a personal assistant
show you what you want and take things for you.
OH! And got doorman open door for you.
HAHAHA.
I'm like so obsessed with LV already.
My mum bought a thousand dollar baggggg.
Then when i gave her an innocent look and asked,
Can I have a LV wallet by the way?
She just gave me a look, and told me,
You got money you buy lah. No one stop you.
Grrr. So damn spastic.
Anyway, today shopped till my legs nearly drop off.
Walked so much. My slipper strap broke some more D:
Haha. So I got an excuse to buy a new pair! Heehee.
And Daddy bought a small box of chocolates worth 50 bucks!
I'm intoxicated with them! Chocolate just rocks.
Hohoho.
Shall ask twinny to go out shopping for dresses another day! xD

2008-06-08T22:22:00.000-07:00

Overslept again.
Rahh!
Was supposed to meet kaijia at 10, ended up reaching NYJC only at 11.30.
And I had to walk all the way to the front gate cos the back gates were locked!
Irritated. Make me walk so much and sweat like a pig D:
Today we played tennis!
Didn't study at all. Omggg.
Also Shireena and her tutor were sooooo compatible.
From playing tennis they ended up playing some game
where they were laughing and throwing balls at each other.
Scandalous no? xD
Camwhoring session again!
When there's kaijia, there's sure to be camwhoring (:

We love tennis!

Twins!

Hearts.

Craziness.

We do look alike here, no?

Tennis girls rocks! :D

The end! Effects done by my dearest twinny who has loads of free time everyday! xP

2008-06-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

Tennis rocks my socks :D
Hahaha! Played tennis for 3 hours today!
Feel soooooo shuang.
Except me and py got irritated by some bunch of guys,
they were jeering and cheering while we play.
Rahhhh. Irritating freaks.
Gonna play tmr as well! Hope I can concentrate on studying also D:
Cam-whoring with twinnny!

I've got the tennis rush (:

2008-06-06T03:15:00.000-07:00

Omgggg.
I'm like watching Koizora DVD in the middle of the night.
And since I've watched it before,
I'm feeling pretty bored and a lil' sleepy.
Like that how to thon the whole night!
HAHA. And dear Angel beside me has dozed off already.
With her specs and her mouth dangling open.
What a sight! :D
At Huiteng's house now.
Very biggggg, that's why me, Estelli and Angel can come over thon.
I wanna see her doggy! I like dogs (:
And I think Huiteng looks like she's dozing off too.
HAHA.
I think we made a wrong choice watching this kinda slow show to keep us awake.
It's having a drowsy effect on us instead D:
I wanna gossip! Hoho. That will def keep me awake.

2008-06-04T22:50:00.000-07:00

I FELL DOWN TODAY! D:
Omgg.
I can't believe I fell down during tennis today!
I haven't fallen down in ages!
And they way i fell was apparently quite funny.
This was what I heard:
Cos someone hit a high ball, then I moved back to hit it back,
but then there was a stray ball behind me and I didn't see it,
so I tripped over it,
bent forward,
regained my balance,
managed to hit the ball,
lost my balance again,
and fell forward on my knees!
Rahh!
Then now my knees are so badly scraped!
Bleeding and turning purply in colour and all that.
Grrr. Not nice when I wear shorts!
Haha. And it was damn painful.
Had to limp home, then I still went bugis shopping.
Apparently nothing could stop me from shopping! Omg.
Was hobbling all the time beside Estelli.
She got quite scared when I kept tripping over some floor tiles. :D
Held on to me very tightly, afraid that I would fall again!
Thanks my darling hot chocc! ><

Yay.
Now what's left on my shopping list are:
Dress!
A belt!
Boyfriend tees! :D
iPanema flipflops! Super nice!
Eeeeeks, I wonder if I have any money left D:

2008-06-03T21:37:00.000-07:00

REMINDER: Must curb shopping! D:

Hello people!
My days have been filled with more and yet more shopping! xD
HAHAHA.
I bow to the person who invented shopping!

29 & 30 MAY: TENNIS CAMP!
Torture and more torture!
The Physical Training (PT) was so demanding
that we all nearly died after each session.
Arms, legs, thighs, necks even were sore and aching.
And we didn't even have enough time
for actual on court tennis playing!
RAWR. I COMPLAIN!
And the tennis camp was supposed to bond us all together,
yet in the middle of it,
it ended up causing a rift between the guys & the girls
hence we call it The Great Wall of China!
We really couldn't stand the guys lah,
all so ungentlemanly and no initiative,
for example they asked US GIRLS to go up to
fifth level to bring down our breakfast.
Like they didn't have legs to go up and bring it down!
It was only until the Amazing Race where
we were mixed and grouped differently
then we got along with each other,
sort of being forced to co-operate.
But it's all over already!
And we even went out for dinner after camp with some guys as well.
That's when we realised the guys quite shy
and damn full of pride!
They didn't have enough money and
were super reluctant to let us pay for them first.
HAHA. Damn funny lah.
I love my tennis girls' team! ♥

Ugh. And now I'm shopping almost everyday till I'm broke.
Need more cash!
I still want more shorts, tops, and dresses! :D

OH! Watched Narnia already, with candyyy!
Very very nice, even though I didn't watch the first movie.
Unique and nice story, and the fights are very exciting. Lol.
That day me and candy went pizza hut to eat lunch,
then he kept complaining pizza hut was so not filling.
so we ordered one extra platter of appetizers.
End up I had to finish most of it cos he was too full!
Tsk. Underestimate the power of pizza hut. Haha!

Whee. I'm zooming off to play already`

2008-05-25T23:40:00.000-07:00

WARNING: I'm getting lazier and lazier to blog! D:

I TOTALLY ❤ GSS!
I LOVEEEE SHOPPING!
I HEART THE JUNE HOLIDAYS!

Hahaha. I think I'm going shopping madness these days.
Everywhere I see the words 'SALE',
and then inside my mind I'll scream with excitement.
Then my heart will beat very fast
upon seeing all those clothes.
And I'll drool.
Maximum exaggeration!
Omggg, but seriously, this few days,
I found out how much i really love shopping.
Really. I think i can go shopping everyday.
IF I have endless money. Rawr!
I WANT! D:
But my wardrobe's bursting with clothes already ):
And there's alot I seriously never wear.
Thinking of setting up a junk clothes store!
Then I can earn money and..
WAHAHA! More shopping!
Okay, I think I'm seriously going mad. xP

Had my very first major JC exam on Friday!
Last day of school, not a good time to have exams.
Cos I was in the holiday PLUS shopping mood already!
Couldn't focus on studying much ):
But I think I gave my best for the GP exam!
Hope I did well..

I can't think of anything else that happened!
All that's on my mind now is SHOPPING! GSS!
AHHHHH!
I'll blog again when I'm sane. xD

PS: one more month to a very special day!

2008-05-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

Energetics is my total enemy! D:
Rawrrrrr.
I'm like dying.
Stuck at not even halfway through my chemistry tutorial,
and Mr Low wants it tmr morning! ):

Saturday, Sunday and today has been total fun and madness.
Keep going out everyday till I have no time to do my hw.
Hence getting stuck in chem tutorial (:
Attended my cousin's housewarming on saturday.
Very nice house, nice food etc etc.
Drank wine and beer and cake all together
which made my stomach feel a little funny =/
Went out with Xuanpei on sunday!
Haha, was supposed to do hw.
But we got side-tracked after getting stuck in chem tut -yet again-
Chatted loads, and went shopping after that as well xD
SHOPPING TODAY!
Gawd, was so hot and crowded at bugis.
Squeezed with the crowd for awhile,
then escaped to Bugis Junction for air-con.
Then it was citylink mall!
Bought cute vintage-y sandals.
(Will post its picture next time!)
Ohman. Can't blog anymore!
Off to try finishing my energetics tutorial.
Keyword: TRY.

2008-05-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

just.. so totally moodless now.
i don't seem to have the mood to study these days,
to do my tutorials and stuff.
just keep thinking and thinking
till my mind's about to burst.
and i haven't found a night owl to spend the night chatting away with me! ):

i wonder if things would be different if all the things you said
were said earlier then, not now when it's like, too late.
after everything has ended.
i really don't know to believe you or not.
whether what all you've said is true.
it all seems like a beautiful lie, yet how i wish it was the perfect truth.

Ohman. i think i'm going mad.
Gosh. So many guy troubles now ):
Haha.
Anyway, I just met a total model-like friend ytd!
The way he dresses and his hair and everything,
it's so cool and model-ish lah.
But he has FEMININE FEATURES! ):
His lips and eyes are like so.. shaped.
One auntie even came to tell us ytd that
she thought he was a girl from the back!
Hilarious candid moment.
I feel so inferior beside him can D:

School days are total slack.
I still do pon lessons, hang out at the atrium to take pictures.
HAHA. Not to worry, i have june holidays to muggggg like madness.
And by the way, 25 JUNE IS COMING.
Super super ultra big hint. -winkwink-
You know what to do :D

2008-05-07T20:24:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS THE DREADED SPA DAY!
but it was easier than expected lah.
thanks to MR KEVIN LOW, who asked us to memorise the format.

Hoho. Today was quite a slack day.
Only important lesson was like. chem prac.
HAHA. And Peixuan had these interesting handmade accessories that she had to sell!
I think all her customers came from 0824 lah.
We bought more than half of her stock (:
Photos from today!

Tennis was uber fun today as well.
I tried out the demo rackets, and they were nice!
Tried my best, and Coach said i improved alot.
Hoho. But i think it's still very lousy lah D:
Then we all went to Macs for some food!
Totally wacky and crazy there, and we did some planning
for our jerseys, fun shirts, camp, extra practice etc.
We're SO gonna beat those who beat us this year and looked down on us.
Woohoo!

Argh. I'm off to muggggggg for my maths test.

2008-05-06T18:17:00.000-07:00

Was sooooo damn pissed today man.
At first, God knows why I was pissed during ct.
Just suddenly felt so frustrated and restless.
Started kicking my bag and cursing.
(Sorry my lovely pink bag!)
Then, Peixuan told me sth which gave me a reason to be pissed.
Who gives them the right to talk about me like that.
What I wanna talk about and who in my blog
is none of their stupid business.
Rawr. Thanks JY for trying to calm me down.
Hahaha.

Aw shucks. Tmr's SPA day.
I think I'm gonna screw up.
Been screwing up my practicals since the very first one we had.
Argh. And I still gotta hand in my lit essay.
Haven't even started yet.
Ohnoooo. I really think I'm screwedddd.

Tennis practice ytd was really fun! Though tiring.
Was my first time meeting Coach in action.
He's quite funny lah, if you don't mind sarcasm tossed at you.
Haha. But overall, learnt quite a lot.
Need to do my very best to master the basics for tennis,
so I can at least start rallying properly (:
I WANT MY RACKET! ):
Coach brought a few demo rackets for us to try.
I totally love one light blue Yonex one, which is super light de.
Wanna buy it nowwwwwww.
Sigh.

2008-05-02T20:20:00.000-07:00

so much to do, so little time.
and why do i still keep dreaming
about us, about me and you?

School today was so..so..boring.
The only thing worth mentioning probably is that
I ATE YONG TAU FOO! :D
Hahaha. So nice can. But I'm never eating dry again.
As I guessed, I couldn't stand the sauce. Didn't finish it ):
But still felt so full!

In the morning, had Maths lect.
As usual, the Zzz Monster dropped by.
Wasn't listening much.
But at the end of the lesson,
they announced that we're gonna have lect test on next Thurs.
On everything that we've learnt so far.
Like @£(&€`;$%"?+! can.
There's an Econs essay test on next Friday also lah. Zzz.
Stupid.

Hmm. Ahh, I dislike GP and i don't like Boo.
Gave us last minute notice that she wants the Article File,
so now all of us gotta chiong like, 4-7 article reviews at one go.
Madness.

Then, had literature lesson today, instead of the usual slacking,
we have an essay to do on Othello also.
Minimum two pages on just about 20-30 lines of the play.
Madness again.

Tomorrow morning gotta wake up darn early
for the stupid NAPFA test also.
Bloody stupid thing.
I declare that I'm unfit, unhealthy, unwell.
HAHA.
So, pratically no time to do much stuff lah.
ARGH.

JC is so no life. rawr.

2008-04-30T20:27:00.000-07:00

everything is all past tense now.
no more us, no more me and you.
my heart just aches so much.
i can only fake a smile for so long.

I ❤ our pretty pink bags, even though we look like tibet immigrants :D
Hot chocc, let's be each other's support.
Thanks for being there to cheer me up.
Huiteng too, i will always laugh with you around.
Buddy, we shall cheer up together!
Jojo, i know you're always there for me, worrying for me.
You will forever be the one who knows me best!
Just hope to see you tmr.
And i wanna be rid of this depressing ache in my heart.
I wanna forget everything, anything about him.

2008-04-28T16:16:00.000-07:00

AH MING GE CUT HIS HAIR TDY! :D

i'm like too lazy to blog. duh.
too emo also, PI got rejected for the third time.
damn it lah, I DON'T WANNA DO ANYMORE.
@#?!*^$&*)$*. ARGH.

P.S. I love chocolate milk tea! (Right Laoniang? xP)

and nothing has been solved yet.

2008-04-24T23:06:00.000-07:00

i thought you liked another girl.
my heart nearly stopped when i saw your dp.
i didn't say a word, i never asked.
but my heart was aching.
and i was so afraid.

2008-04-22T19:56:00.000-07:00

how could you do this to me?
all the words you said, everything was a lie.
now you say you regret starting this relationship.
so now what am i supposed to do?
you just broke my heart into so many pieces,
and leave me stranded.
i don't understand.
why the total change in you?
you weren't like this in the past. you weren't.
everything's destroyed now.
and I can't change things to the way it was before already.
will it help if i said i want you to stay by my side?
will it work if i force you to try your best to make this relationship last?
why is it that you could just give up like that
by saying you knew you wouldn't last?
have the feelings all disappeared just in such a short time?

2008-04-21T16:15:00.000-07:00

Wacky pair :D

Scrunched-up jo.

Mwarks!
Oh god. Monster!

Typical blur face.

GROOVING TO THE BEAT! xD
So not angel-like.
Angel role model okay!

Kisses again. Jo misses me too much.

Totally love the pink wall!
Birthday boy (:

Fighting over that furry thingy.
Vinn-ster! Gawd he's so cute!

Fighting for the limelight.
Total act cute.

Saturday: A totally wacky day with joey and loads of cam-whoring.
I MISS THAT SILLY GIRL LOADS ALREADY CAN!
It was great meeting up with her, and she reminded me why she became my best kaki at the very start. HAHA.

Can't wait to see her again soon, COS YOU OWE ME MY FBTS JO! :D

Then went over to my grandma hse for dinner.

Loads of pics again, with my cuuute little cousin. (Not the one in red.)
Act cute pictures with the above red one. Ahem.

His first few pictures, cos he nvr liked taking pictures!

HAHA.

So i ended up not doing hw at all (:

Sunday: Did abit of maths, then smarty-pants came over my hse to do work.

AND HE CALLED MY SISTER 'AUNTIE'! So hilarious can.

I think my sista hates him already :D

Didn't manage to do anything at all, played viwawa instead -.-

Then i had diarrhoea at night, so went to sleep early.

Monday: OG breakfast at Macs! Lots of us were late.

Then poor Huihui was the first to reach and didn't see anyone. Haha!

Saw CX and Huiteng too. I realised i keep seeing Lao Niang eat. Non-stop.

Her appetite is like never-ending one can. Lol.

Strolled to school for morning assembly, so I wasn't late and sweating buckets (:

This time, Buddy was late! But something weird happened after assembly.

Peixuan told me 0826 guys were talking abt me, then Brian told me 0820/21 guys were also doing that.

Damn scary can. Is it because for once I'm not sweating at all? LOL.

Anyway, now i dread going in front to line up for morning assembly.

Shall be late and stay at the back from tomorrow onwards.

Gawd, i hate PW. Need to go do my PI already ):

2008-04-18T23:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIYUN!
Had chocolate cake, so sweeeet and yumm-ay!

But will get sick of it after a while one.

Then Zhiwen kept doing funny stuff to the birthday girl with the ribbon from the cake shop. Hahaha.

And i lurrrve the smell of the perfume we gave her as present!

The cream we gave her also very nice-smelling.

Apple container you know! So cute one.

Hohoho. Today was a great but tiring day!
Got to pon lessons, cos there's tennis tournament at CJC!
I sooooooo totally love tennis now. Haha.
Anyway, CJC's tennis was quite strong,
and cos we're playing on their home ground,
naturally they've got loads more supporters than us.
We lost 1-4. ):
And they were DAMN cocky I tell ya. Irritating pests.
I didn't even see a single mixed blood hot guy lah.
Who said CJC was full of them. Yucks.
And their school compound is really so ulu.
Okay, I think i need to stop complaining.
I'm a good person (:
Took loads of pictures again.
This time, we were obsessing about our SHOES.
All of us exchanged a shoe with one another and took wacky pics.
Yeah, tennis is filled with silly people like us!
So totally high today.

Then I went back to school for OG dinner!
Miss the good old days where our only concern was
where we're going to have fun.
Haha. And all our jokes are still as lame as ever.
Gosh, miss them so much. Including BF! :D
Aww, I still hvnt installed the program to transfer files from my hp.
So i gotta upload the pictures another time! Yet again!
I bought another dark gray fbt!
My gosh, i think i'm getting obsessed.
I still want the purple ones though =/

Saw Sze, Pamela, Cherie, Xinyi just now at NTUC.
And i really feel damn guilty for forgetting Sze's bdae ):
Hopefully we'll get to celebrate it tmr!
And I MISS TALKING/GOSSIPING/SHARING PROBLEMS WITH JO!
OMG, she's really like my total soulmate.
Experience the same problems and troubles can.
I wanna meet tmr! Hahaha.

YAAAAAAAY!
I'M MEETING JO TMR! FINALLY.

2008-04-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

It's in the middle of the night,
and i'm listening to Panic At The Disco
while doing my article review on poverty.
Such a weird combination. HAH.

Hellooooooo.
Apparently i slept too much last night
-conked out once i reached home at 10PM-
and i woke up at EIGHT AM this morning.
Record-breaker for me!
I usually sleep in till 12 like all other normal people do. (:
Then, i fell asleep again in the afternoon till evening.
So now I'm high at night and i can't sleep.
Decided to be a good girl and do my homework.
Trying to do everything BUT my Econs essay.
I'm dreading it, left the whole of Sunday tmr dedicated to doing it.
I'll just admit, I don't know what to write
despite Mrs Chong going through the questions already.
Feel so darn lazy also, writing about demand and supply and price changes.
Yawns already.
I still remember my first, albeit sloppily done, econs assignment.
Failed horribly. Argh.
That's what I get for being lazy. Lols.

Hmm. Can't wait for next week. Don't know why either.
Maybe it's the OG20 sushi lunch outing?
Haha. Can't wait to gorge myself on the lunch buffet.
I'm gonna starve the whole week just for that.
Kidding.
Just hope I won't gain a single kg from that.
Maybe it's cos I'm gonna meet Joooooo sometime this week (probably)?
Can't wait to catch up with her and exchange juicyyyyyyy gossip. Hoho.
Feel sad for her that Toby's going army soon.
Almost all relationships meet a disastrous end when it comes to that obstacle.
Sigh. It's gonna be my turn someday also.
Maybe I'm revved up about school?
No freaking way lah. HAHA.
But i think i'm slowly getting the hang of it.
With the help of smarty-pants!
I'm officially thanking you gratefully for studying with me,
teaching me in fact, about twice a week.
Without you I would be lost still right now. :D
OH! And i must thank Angelina too.
Luckily she taught me the substituting value of x thingy before the math test.
Hence, i could do the whole question! xD
But the Chem test on friday is a total gone-case.
Not even confident of passing can.
Yet i still feel happy cos I realised i knew how to do most questions after all!
So it means I'm not so blur alrdy!
Just didn't have enough time to finish many questions in the test.
Argh. Don't wanna brood about it anymore.
Maybe it's TENNIS!
Yeah. Started already. Felt soooo tired after thurs's practice.
But still, feel very shuang. Can't wait to go gym for physical training.
I sound like some psycho who loves torture. Rofl.

And i want a class outing!
It's been sooooo long since us chomp chomp spiders went out!
I think we should get madwoman Lao Niang to organise one.
Guarantee plus chop gonna be bales of laughter and madness.
HAHA. I want that!
But don't know if Buddy's free.
She's like, so busy after school everyday ):
Hope everyone can make it.

And OH! We got our PW groups on friday.
I THANK MY LUCKY STARS I DIDN'T GET MING-AHEM.
I sound so very bad. But really, thank gods above.
I really pity Chuxuan and Peixuan. -The two xuans!-
And i really can't forget Cx's reaction once she knew.
It's imprinted, emblazoned, framed up in my mind.
Plus her comments in the toilet, about her anticipation of the groups.
Wondering who's grouped with MING-AHEM.
Then the way she said she had a bad feeling about this
when she saw him looking at her as we walked back
to the CONTAINER CLASSROOM. -yes i'm not kidding-
I heard that she stuck her head out of the door and screamed once she knew.(Is it true?)
And Sirong screamed as well once her name was announced.
In the classroom.
Omg, so hilarious can. But really, I pity you girls.
I would just shrivel up and die if i was in the same group as him.

Omg. I just realised I spent half an hour blogging.
Better go do my article review already.
Argh. Still need to do research for GP essay.
I don't like Boo. ):

2008-04-08T23:26:00.000-07:00

I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY NEW COOKIE MONSTER! :D

Yay. I love today.
Cos it's our three-month anniversary!
Hahas. And he bought a winnie the pooh cup for me!
Soooooo cute can. I shall give the tigger one to him (:
He bought the cookie monster keychain for me as well!
And the sour gummy thingy. Hahaha.
-People, if you eat it tmr rmb that its from him!-
Hmm, but i didn't have time to buy something for him.
Have to go shopping soon! xD

Went to J8 to look for presents for his mummy.
Everything also ask me decide lah. Tsk.
Buy the 100-dollars bag lah? D:
Hahaha. The edc bag was damn nice but costs 99.90 can.
Like our money drop from the sky lidat. Lols.
Bought two hairclips in the end, put in a nice red box with lining inside.
Very very high class feeling! xD

And we watched The Three Kingdoms as well.
Can't really remember the full title.
-And he kope-ed my ticket stub!-
Quite bloody, all the slashing here and there. Cos it's NC16 mah.
But the story plot's not bad i guess, quite predictable though.
Plus I didn't know Maggie Q could act!
I thought she's the very bimbo type one. LOL.

Ended up not doing homework again ):
I wonder how long i can survive in JC at the rate I'm going.
But tennis practice has started!
Pon-ed today but going on thursday definitely! :D
Totally can't wait.

PS. gawd. dreads maths and science tests this week.

2008-04-06T00:58:00.000-07:00

ARGH!
I HATE DOING PI!
HATE HATE ABSOLUTELY HATE IT.
I'M GONNA SERIOUSLY DIE TMR, HAVE TO SPEND THE WHOLE DAY DOING IT.

I'm starting to think PW is irritating.
Seriously, even though it's group work, it's difficult.
Not remotely alike to what we did last time in secondary skl or primary.
ARGH.

2008-04-02T01:02:00.000-07:00

i hate the silence.
i really need you.

2008-03-27T15:39:00.000-07:00

NEW COMPUTER! :D

Yay. My new com is definitely much faster than my old one.
Its cooler too, black with blue lights D:
-Hugs hugs hugs my new com-

HAHA. I'm sorry for not updating lah.
Cos i've never been those type who likes to keep diaries.
Then very lazy also =/
And these few days there's loads of homework lah.
Totally can't catch up. JC really must study hard man.

I'm hooked onto viwawa nowadays.
Thanks to stupid WL who intro-ed me the webbie.
ARGH. Keep playing nonstop.
I keep sleeping once i get home from skl everyday too.
No wonder i can't seem to finish my tutorials!
I just ♥ sleeping.

Ohya. The photos of our class outing shall be uploaded tmr i think.
Hvnt got all the photos from zhiwen and sarah yet.
And I'm just plain lazy, yet again (:

One more thing, I realised how convenient NYJC is.
Can go practically everywhere lah.
Bugis, Changi Airport, PS, J8, AMK Hub, Orchard, National Dental Centre for my dental appt.
HAHA!
Today Estelli, Liyun and me went to Kovan by taking 136.
I can even take it back to AMK to go home.
Damn convenient can.
We went there to try the bubble tea at Cupwalker.
Cos Huiteng and CX are mad over Cupwalker, keep hearing them talk abt it.
Not bad, the pearls are bouncy and chewy. Sounds so wrong D:
But they're so mini can.
I keep feeling as though they're gonna fall out of my mouth when i talk.
And i made stickers with my name! So cute lah.
Shall give some to dar xD

It's raining so heavily now. I'm glad i got home before the thunderstorm.
Estelli's afraid of lightning/thunder. She cried that time.

My thoughts are so random. HAHA.
Going to play viwawa now! :D

2008-03-22T12:32:00.000-07:00

YAY! I GOT INTO TENNIS! :D

Hahaha.
I'm so happy i got in, a little surprised as well, considering i don't have any playing experience.
BUT I GOT IN!
Tennis is so cool. I just ♥ the rackets!

Lalala. Okay, enough abt tennis.
School has started, lessons are officially boring.
Yes, i keep falling asleep during lectures or tutorials.
SO DOES ELYSIA! :D My fellow sleepy mate.
Hohoho. So we often feel like pon-ing lessons tgt.
FEEL LIKE. But no action. HAH!

And on Thursday, 0824 went out for dinner, Zhiwen's treat!
[THANKS LOADS ZHIWEN!♥]
But our lessons ended at 12.30 lah, so early.
So a few of us went to Novena to eat rice cakes (AGAIN) and shopping afterwards.
While Zhiwen went home to get some beauty sleep. Haha.
Estelli met us after her check-up, then we went present-hunting!
I saw TENNIS RACKETS, SHOES, WALLETS, AND NUM TENNIS TOP!♥ -drools-
ALL I WANT! Me and Sarah were like, lusting after the NUM tops.
Hers rugby, mine tennis. TOTALLY FAB LAH!
Must start saving already. Can go on diet as well (:
Cam-whoring as well. Took photos everywhere we went.
Brian even made videos mostly of him talking, the ultimate cam whore. HAHA.
Very fun and tiring day.

Ohno. Lappy's running out of battery.
Btw, my com's down. Gonna be slow on blogging.
But bought a new one already! Gonna be delivered soon xD

2008-03-09T01:41:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO.
I think i'm close to abandoning my blog again xD

This week has been very very busy, with Orientation 2 and Level Camp.
All my other friends were shocked that we're still having our orientation at this time lah.
And our lessons are like, still so far behind. omg, so slack.
Anyway, ORIENTATION WAS FUN!
Despite having a sucky OGL, the other two were very nice (:
First day was very sian, only until Mass Dance then i was high!
But my partner was a blur and funny guy, all his actions all wrong de :x
Second day was water games! Very wet, fun and soapy too!
I practically couldn't wait to get wet lah.
Then Zhiwen and I were the very enthu ones, everything also go first. HAH.
Also hung out with Estelli, Liyun and Peixuan, got to know them better :D

WE LEARNT THE 29th DANCE! it's so much nicer than our 30th loh.
Haha, and they went through all the dances again, so i was clearer about all the actions and steps.
But then I was chosen to represent our class to dance on stage.
So paiseh lah, my OG told me they kept looking at me dance, thanks to my BRIGHT BLUE FBTS.
Luckily i wasn't selected to represent our olympian, totally dont know how to freestyle lah.

Anyway, Thurs and Fri was Level Camp. Totally sucky crap, if you ask me.
The earlier part of Thurs was not so bad, he taught us some fun stuff.
But after lunch, he got totally serious and made us do this Pushing thing.
Apparently, someone must be the Pusher, then there would be 3 Blockers.
So we must treat the Blockers as an obstacle, a wall that we must push in order to achieve a goal.
The Blockers would say loads of negative stuff, then there's 2 Supporters, telling you good stuff.
I don't really know how the experience is like, cos i couldn't try it due to asthma.
But the rest of my team all cried at least once during this activity.
I think it really brings out the determination to achieve a goal that we want, but these goals are really our problems in life, and how we want to face it.
Yet, he shouted at us at the end of the training, and said we weren't serious. Like, wtf can.
And so, i decided to pon on Fri.
However, he did apologise, but to me, i think it really doesn't help. The mood's just not there anymore.
Felt guilty for ps-ing 0824, and they told me later that it was really fun and they really bonded as a class.
Feel so left out can. ):

Yay, today went to PHS Carnival.
Saw quite alot of NYJC people there lah. Haha.
Then met up with loads of friends; 4H, UVPHS juniors, and other PHS friends.
Made me realise that i do miss secondary school life, the fun memories and laughter that we had.
But was totally disappointed with the carnival.
I thought this year was totally different, gonna be big-scale and all that.
It ended up just the same as other years, with lame games, overpriced food and drinks.
Was totally boring lah, just occupied my time by chatting with friends.
The concert was stupid as well, except for the Malay duo and maybe one or two bands, all the other performances totally suck.
Most of the bands had the same problem: their lead singer couldn't sing high notes.
Then why pick such a song with high notes just to disgrace yourself and the band. Plain stupid lah.
Thanks Glory for the hotdogs and drinks! And Brenny as well, paying for my temporary tattoos :D

It's one week of holiday next week!
Already have plans to go out like, almost everyday. Haha.
I just hope i can remember to do my homework =/
No worries, there's 0824's study date next Thurs.
Chiong finish everything on that day! xD

2008-02-25T20:04:00.000-08:00

YAY!
OG20's mahjong session today :D
haha. even though we promised ourselves countless times that we'll mug when JAE starts,
here we are pon-ing lectures again!
ohmy. i hope i wont get used to it =/
hmm. looking forward to thurs mahjong session as well! xD

AND I GOT TO MEET BF TODAY!
haha. we were like, waiting for her outside AJ.
den we were saying we look like nyjc gang coming AJ to find trouble.
ROFL LAH.
it would look nicer if we all were wearing nyjc's CHOCOLATE uniform though. D:
yay! and we're meeting BF tmr as well.
hope she gets my bright blue fbts by thurs!

ohman. i dread tmr lah.
continuous lessons from 8 till 12.
very tiring can.
most looking forward to PE. NOT.
don't know should pon anot.
UGH. i must seriously stop all these pon-ing.
I WANT TO BE ON THE HONOURS ROLL CAN.
a dream i know, but not that impossible [:

and i settled things with him alrdy.
not sure if it's really settled properly though.
he always gets through stuff that easily.
but i hate it that he made me cry once again.
for reasons he doesn't even know.
he just isn't interested in pesky details.
just sweet-talk me and say its over.
and all those promises he said he made,
who knows if they're just empty words once again?

2008-02-23T00:21:00.000-08:00

how i wished today never happened.
why give me false hopes and then let me drop so far in disappointment?
when i say we meet once a week, people give me shocked faces.
'how do you maintain the relationship this way?', they asked.
i often wonder how myself.
yet its been one week plus and we havent met.
i guess we won't meet for another month or so.
only one more week i have early dismissal,
then after fri, who knows?
even though you tell me you'll treasure me and love me so.
now i just hope i won't regret making that choice.
cos as the days go by,
i feel that you're drifting further and further away,
even when my own feelings for you are deepening on their own.
you're never as attentive as before,
and i wonder how impt am i to you now.
beneath your bros and your playing and stuff?
maybe even nowhere near the top.
now i just feel like never talking to you.
and how i wished i've never given you the chance:
for you to hurt me repeatedly,
and for me to allow myself to get hurt once again.
will our cold wars just never end?

2008-02-21T17:53:00.000-08:00

First day of school, and i was totally bored.
Too used to pon-ing the whole day of lessons and go out with my OG during PAE.
JAE is definitely more serious.
And orientation 2 wasn't even fun.
It was tiring to go through the whole thing once more.
Regretted not signing up as an OGL.
Ugh.
Was separated from the rest some more.
Just 'cos we're Arts stream.
Don't like Poseidon.
Can't wait for Mass Dance again though. :D

But still, I LOVE OG20!
You guys rock lah.
At least we still stayed together and meet up during breaks and stuff.
But i really miss BF ):
Why she go AJ lah. Tsk.

Shall get to see him tmr!
Finally a day where i'm dismissed earlier than him :D