Back to the basics, baby.

(Friday, November 07, 2008)

it's just so hard to say goodbye.

Even though I got promoted, conditionally i bet you, today was just so damn sad.
All around me there were tears, whether it was of sorrow or joy.
Still, I can't get over how my friends are gonna retain; they just wont be with me next year.
It's like losing a piece of myself, knowing we wont be able to spend that much time tgt,
joking/laughing/gossiping/talking/making a fool out of ourselves/being bimbotic.
I'm just gonna miss them so so so much. Separation isn't easy at all.
Academic-wise, I'm not even sure whether I'm up to it at all, whether I still have the time to really brush up on j1 stuff AND handle j2 stuff.
I'm not really sure of anything at all now. And I'm just so tired and drained from today.
All I know is, I wanna spend as much time as I can now with them, and for now, I wanna sleep and forget everything for just a moment, and maybe, pretend that we wont be separated at all.